I desperately want friendships for Lorraine. Legitimate friendships. People with whom she can feel safe, and let the tension that coils throughout her entire being ebb away. For the brief fleeting moments that they get to see her, she can rest and not worry about her life or her lies. Weary bones, bruised skin, and aching spirit can simply BE – no sexual tensions, no expectations, just genuine trust and care. Someone who would let her fall asleep against them because she’s just that exhausted, and sit there quiet until she rouses, just because they know she’d never stay sleeping otherwise. I just !!!!!!!!!!! Want complex relationships for her. The one person she calls when shit gets too deep, when the end comes nigh – the one person who matters most in her life. Not a lover but a friend.










